Silence, or time to grapple once and for all with an anticipated goodbye

Nunca podrías imaginar que alguien ya estaba cantando las letras que se atropellaban en tu cerebro cuando caminabas todas las tardes por el mismo sendero de piedra, mirando al mar.
Always already.

All those places where I recall the memories that gripped me and pinned me down.
I go to these places intending to think and think of nothing but anticipate.

Somehow expect you'll find me there.....
that by some miracle, you'd be aware.

I'd risen this morning determined to break....
spare my longing, not to think.
I freed myself from my family.
I freed myself from work.
I freed myself, I freed myself and remained

alone

And in my thinking I'd steal you away
though you never wanted me anyway.

silence

"Silence". PJ Harvey.